Wow...it's been nearly a year since I’ve been back here. And damn it has it been a hectic year. Let’s do a quick rundown shall we?

- My parents decided to move to Tennessee, either with or without me. I chose without.
- I finally moved out on my own to Santa Monica, nearly an hour away from all my friends.
- My car was taken from me, leaving me STUCK over here.
- Still haven't gotten any help from my student loans or money from my parents...but then again I wasn't really expecting much.
- The long hair is gone. Yes you heard me.
- I have grown into a completely lazy BASTARD with almost no desire whatsoever to work on my craft....sigh...
- Because of the last fact, the one constant left in my life is now teetering on the edge of disappearing forever.
- 3 more titles under my belt at work Doom: RoE, Madagascar, and Tony Hawk's American Wasteland
- A promotion AND a raise, and another promotion coming shortly

Wow, that’s about all I can think of off the top of my head. Come to think of it, that’s now a whole lot for a year now is it. I don’t know, seemed significant to me Well, it takes a life changing even to wake you up sometimes and I can honestly say I just had one. Several games have been permanently deleted from my PC, and my desire to play anything at all is virtually nonexistent. The passion I once had for completing my game, however, has returned. Along with several other ideas as well.

I feel that I have just awakened from a very long dream and there’s a long journey ahead of me. The worst part of it all though, is that there’s a gaping hole inside of me screaming that a part of me is lost.